Everton midfielder James McCarthy admits he had offers to leave on loan in January.
He has also revealed Republic of Ireland boss Mick McCarthy has insisted he needs game-time if he is to recall him to the national side.
“It's been very frustrating but it's good to get back and get some minutes," the midfielder said after returning to the fold yesterday.
“It's been a frustrating six, seven months I've been back and training. Making the team, making the squad it's been a long road."
On potentially exiting in January, he added: “There was a couple of options to go on loan and obviously with not playing here I spoke to [Silva] and said to him I would like to go on loan and play some games because I've been finding it hard to get into this team.
“He was understanding with it but he said he didn't want that at the time.
“Basically we waited to see what happens but I've got some minutes now and now I look forward to finishing the season off strongly."
On winning back his place in McCarthy's squad he said: “I've spoken to him a few times, roundabout the window to see what was happening if I was going to go on loan and stuff.
“He was honest with me and told me I have to play games before he can call me in.
“I just need to keep working hard and see what the summer brings."