QPR boss Harry Redknapp admits Wigan Athletic's injury time equaliser floored him.
He revealed the equaliser scored by Shaun Maloney hit him harder than anything in his long career.
Asked if he had had a tougher result to take as QPR manager, Redknapp replied: "All season? I don't about my football career I don't know about all season.
"We didn't deserve that, we deserved to win. It was a fantastic performance from everyone one of them. It (the result) was criminal.
"Even with 10 men I thought we deserved to win. (The players are) low, just like I am, very low. You don't always get what you deserve in football, that is how it goes."