Chelsea great John Terry accepts he'll never become the club's manager.
Even though Terry is now at the club working in the academy, he accepts his dream of taking charge of the first team is over.
"I have realised that it is not going to happen," he said.
"My only dream when I left Chelsea was to come back as a manager, but now I know that's not going to happen.
"It hurts me and it will constantly irritate the back of my head."