Hugo Rodallega fears he won't get his dream move away from Wigan Athletic.
Rodallega, 26, has not started a game since early November and is out of contract next summer.
At the start of the season he insisted Arsenal, Spurs, Sevilla and Villarreal were all keen on signing him. But he admits his career is in limbo and that a big-money transfer elsewhere could now be off.
"But nobody from Wigan has told me that I will be transferred in January. I've never suffered a goal drought like this season.
"This is a nightmare for me yet I have no problem with Roberto Martinez.
"He is the coach and he is in charge. If he decides that I have to play, I will play." Rodallega said: "There has been a lot of talking about my future.
