Crystal Palace winger Wilfried Zaha admits he sees his future at parent club Manchester United.
Zaha was back at Selhurst Park for Saturday's draw with Burnley.
He said: "It was great to be playing again, to be involved, I loved hearing the crowd chant my name.
"There were times when I was on loan at United when I thought to myself, 'I am a footballer what am I doing not playing'? I thought about it for a long time before coming back."
But Zaha found it hard against Burnley's well organised defence who dealt with him so well that after 69 minutes he was substituted.
He said: "I started well and should have scored, but then I didn't get on the ball enough and that is something I have to work on.
"I want to do well but I just don't know about the future. I signed a two-year deal with United, so when this loan deal is up at the end of the season I will go back there and see what happens and try and get into the England set up."
