"We reached such a ridiculous situation that there were 14 coaches linked to my job last season.
"It was a crazy time and if it hadn't happened in a period when I was in a mature state of mind within myself, I may have ended things at Chelsea.
"I'm a coach with a lot of experience and maturity, although I'm not old.
"I believe that in a different stage of my career it would have affected me in a different way and it would have pushed me to take another kind of decision.
"Instead of now preparing a new season for Chelsea, I would be preparing it somewhere else."