Christian Kalvenes admits he's agonising over his future at Dundee United.
The Scandinavian, out of contract at the end of the season, is considering a summer return to Norway for family reasons.
Kalvenes said: "I would find it difficult to walk away if we were in Europe but I would also find it difficult to leave even if we didn't qualify.
"I have had such a great time here and whatever I decide to do will be difficult for me.
"I have enjoyed it so much at United and the longer you stay here, the more you get to love the club.
"Everything is going along nicely just now as you can see by the results.
"It will be one of the biggest decisions of my career. It was a big decision leaving Norway to come here but I have no regrets."